My true self (исполнитель: Kasane Teto)
Why is my heart so tired from crying? Why do I hate myself so much? The smile of the people passing by... ... they are laughing at me? Why I`m forcing myself to breath? If I could just stop breathing, I won`t suffer anymore. "Someone, please, help me..." ... That what it yells my lonely heart. Even if I pretend to be strong... I want someone to find me soon. Why, even when my heart feels so lonely... Why do I keep pushing people away from me? If I were disaper from this world tomorrow... I`m sure that no one will cry for me. I want to laugh... I want to cry... With someone important to me. Another me... ... Is still crying. The friends that I have made... ... are insight in a dimly lit electronic garden. Easy to walk away... Easy to approach... If it [bad word] a nuisance, I can just leave. But I realize that my existence is not fine with only that... Shouldn`t I abandon myself And try to reborn as a new me? Now I`m hesitating... ... even scare to touch a small ripple. You can`t tun into the "Real Me". Even if you secratly wish for it, You have to open your eyes. When you see your reflaction, In the mirror of the people`s hearts... ...will I be there? From now on, you`ll have to push your own back... And until I disapear, I`ll be there watching you going forward...