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She got a [bad word] side that she shows to everyone, she got a tender heart that she gives to everyone, I mean she falls in love with everyone because every time she sleeps with her man, she don’t [bad word]  I try to take her on a date, she don’t [bad word]  She married young, she’d rather be a tease so I fulfill her needs every Sunday, she tells me that she’s gonna go see a therapist, ONE DAY.
Yellow stain moon, dailated pupils and a vicious little swoon. Romance in June. Maroon sash. Our hotel room smells like cigarette ash and a perfume flash, heart shaped glass, table cloth velvet, full of gin and tonic with the ice cubes melted. Room service brought it and she put it to her lips. Said it tasted too strong and only took a couple sips but
She says she loves him but he’s full of so much drama, if she ever up and left him, she would [bad word] him. He thinks she’ll stay until the world ends and he also thinks she’s staying with a girlfriend tonight but NO..
 
She got a [bad word] side that she shows to everyone, she got a tender heart that she gives to everyone, I mean she falls in love with everyone because every time she sleeps with her man, she don’t [bad word] and when he’s too [bad word]  he don’t [bad word] and when they got problems he tells everyone about how she wrongs him and [bad word] him over. She doesn’t even like to [bad word] him sober because
She got a [bad word] side that she shows to everyone, she got a tender heart that she gives to everyone, I mean she falls in love with everyone because every time she sleeps with her man, she don’t [bad word]  I try to take her on vacation but she [bad word]  she don’t want a conversation just a slow tongue.  I hug her and I hold hands, she don’t give a [bad word] about me, she just loves it that I [bad word] her like a grown man.
They’ve grown apart. I’ve grown attached. Gasoline doused, walk away, throw a match, BOOM! She wants to juggle us with both hands. See I don’t cuddle, I don’t slow dance. I take a half moon, yellow like cautious, pin point pupils and a vicious little saga. Romance in August. Remorse and guilt couldn’t stop us. She tried to cut his [bad word] off but she’s allergic to the saw dust.
He says he loves her so much that if he ever caught her cheating on him, he would have to [bad word] her and he would kill the man she did it with.
Wait.
I think the story needs a little twist. 
When they found me dead, in my pants pocket was a hotel matchbook with her number written on it, a couple hundred dollars and my patent leather wallet, two ticket stubs to a ____ concert. 
See.
And at that show, I was kissing her ear lobe, standing in the front row and suddenly I saw through her [bad word] side and I asked her if she would let [bad word] inside. She said, “Why the [bad word] [bad word] this for? Once upon a time, I was your stupid little [bad word] ” She just turned cold, it was [bad word]  it was war, she told me she couldn’t do this anymore and I realized,
She got a [bad word] side that she shows to everyone, she got a tender heart that she gives to everyone, I mean she falls in love with everyone but if you ever get attached, don’t make her feel forever young. She’s gonna bolt, she’s gonna walk, you’re forever done. You’re gonna feel the sharp pain in your head and lungs. She’s gonna [bad word] ya, little [bad word]  pride, and find someone else to show her [bad word] side to.
You get it.