When I'm in this state of mind
I'm wishing I was blind.
Sometimes life is more than pain, to me
I feel the power of my grief.
Death would be such a relief.
All the secrets that I hide would die, with me.
Depression is my only friend.
Will this torture never end?
Let me carry on to the dreamers sky.
I keep crying in my dreams.
Can you hear my endless screams?
When I fade away I fade, away.

this fluid on my cheek,
it drains me i get weak.
my heart is cold & bleak
black blood. black tears.

Life is like a masquerade.
In dept to myself, but I can't pay.
Soon I'll call it all a day, away.
I've never felt what you call guilt.
I still believe "Do what thou wilt"
My sorrowwill destroy the world I've built.

this fluid on my cheek,
it drains me i get weak.
my heart is cold & bleak
black blood. black tears.