Have I told you how good 
it feels to be me, 
when Im in you? 
I can only stay clean 
when you are around 
Dont let me fall. 
If I close my eyes forever, 
would it ease the pain? 
Could I breathe again? 

Maybe Im addicted, 
Im out of control, 
but you are the [bad word] 
that keeps me from dying 
Maybe Im a liar, 
but all I really know is 
you are the only reason Im trying1 

I am wasted away, 
I made a million mistakes 
I too late? 
There is a storm in my head 
it rains on my bed 
when you are not here 
Im not afraid of dying 
but I am afraid of losing you 

Maybe Im addicted, 
Im out of control, 
but you are the [bad word] 
that keeps me from dying 
Maybe Im a liar, 
but all I really know is 
you are the only reason Im trying 

When you are lying next to me 
love is going through to me 
Oh its beautiful 
Everything is clear to me 
till I hit reality 
and I lose it all... 
I lose it all... I lose it all. 
I lose it all...