i’ll learn the history of the world some time before [bad word] and i’ll take small steps as i go, i am cautionary. i’ll read yesterday’s news, the stories they never change. i could save seventy-five cents but i like to check it just the same. you’ll follow a concrete path past buildings that are built to last. you know we’re not made of steel, we’re not quite as secure as that. head down a marked off map directing through the years and you’ll sleep soundly on mattresses and sleeping pills. i’ll learn the history of the world sometime before [bad word] and i’ll take small steps as i go, i am so ordinary. i’ll look at myself in reflective surfaces as i walk home past parked cars and storefront windows. my heart is heavy, my head is full of thoughts you’re probably better off not to know.