Holding me down in mess an unholy wreck
lost way to be, lost in the sea of my own dripping blood
I don't know what to expect I'm lost in this wreck
Torn apart from 10 differnt sides, they lie to me and whisper in my ears
The secrets of my lust for you and turned it upside down
Lost in the cloud on top of the world right now
On this velvet pill that makes me so [bad word] ill.
Never loose respect for this reject you worship over and over again.
The pill, the lie, the blood in my eyes.

velvet pill
lifeless thrill
Erotic chill

So closed so empty so nothing could touch me.
So closed so so empty so nothing could touch me.
She said I'm not your future. I'm your sorrow
There won't be tommorow. I promised you this sacred kiss.
To fall apart to fall apart.

Full of this hate only to relate she said she loves me but she kills me
This cry, the fire in her eyes burning me inside
I found a reason why mangled in this life
No time to worry she says, she says

Fall apart, to fall apart, you fall apart, we fall apart.

velvet pill
Erotic chill
jagged scar
Red Mark
blue spark
Red Mark
Last... remark


Rant... #1

Filthy beggers(?), hypocrites, christ.
All you say is lies, contradicting everything, trying to change...(?)
Who are you to judge what I have seen for what you have known.
You know nothing, nothing, of what it's like.
My new little [bad word] around, scattering.
Gathering food for the beast.
The beast which I have long since accepted as being a false prophacy.
You take a weak man on a stick and turn him into a God.
Lies spew from your mouth.
throwing those who dare to question you, throwing them away.
Leaving them behind, letting them die.
We are the tortured souls.
We are here to confess.
Confess of how full of [bad word] you really are.
We are the chosen few.
We are the beginning.
We are the end.