With defiance and resistance 
I burn the bridges and their names 
Will I [bad word] 
My own spells and games? 

Let me keep my world 
Let me have my slaves 
They all do wonders for me 
So I can leave things be 
Let me keep my world 
As I'm too blind to see 

When I lay in bed at night - Wishing well 
When I pray for recovery - Feeling [bad word] 

Suffocating in my own filth 
With no fresh air to inhale 

Born treacherous! 

Insanity keeps me away and free 
From the core of responsibility 
But once the pace quickens 
I'll be derived from myself 
In total mind captivity

 [bad word] maxsvi