All i want is your understanding,
As in the small act of affection.
Why is this my life?
is almost every bodies question

<b>and I've tried every thing but suicide
but its crossed my mind</b>
i prefer peace
wouldn't have to have one wordly possession
but essentially I'm an animal
so what do i do with all the aggression [bad word] 
well, I've tried everything but suicide
but its crossed my mind
life is one way street, hey if you can paint it
I'd draw myself going in the right direction
so i go all the way
like i really really know what the [bad word] is
I'm only guessing [bad word] 
and I've tried everything but suicide
ohhh but its crossed my mind
just a thought
its even dark in the daytime
its not just good, its Great Depression
when i was lost i even found myself
looking in the guns direction [bad word] 
and so I've tried everything but suicide
but yes, its crossed my mind
but I'm fine