Raw
Unsheltered and exposed
When every door is closed
There's nowhere left to find protection

Now
All that I have left
Is this [bad word]  wreckless depth
 [bad word] scared with no direction

Dark
The only thing that's real
It's all that I can feel
And every single nerve is screaming

Wait
For sleep that [bad word] 
My [bad word] 
Out of reach and it has left me bleeding

 [bad word] 
When reality returns
And I've finally broken free
I'll stand up and face the world
That once abandoned me

The flow
Of panic in my veins
Anxiety constrains
Every move and I am slowly sinking

Down
To depths I've never reached
My security's been breached
victim of my way of thinking

 [bad word] 

Bleak
desert without rain
I'm a prisoner of pain
disciple of my own disaster

Still
This silent symphony
Serenades the barren sea
Calling out as if it somehow matters

 [bad word]