[bad word]  I'm stuck inside a body craving something
I can't remember how I got this deep am I missing something?
I always thought suicidal thoughts were for the weaker minds
but now that mindset is mine and I'm a prisoner of time
it's time for my medication
whiskey and cocaine I'll take a mental vacation
I fought and I failed
like Jesus Christ I was nailed
to my addiction, it's fiction but it's so [bad word] detailed
let me out

If I'm gonna die I'm gonna take a few with me
got nothing but hatred left for these twisted [bad word] my promise is if I'm gonna die I'm gonna take a few with me
do a little bit of cleaning up on my way out of this [bad word] 
I've been labeled a fraud by the ones that surround me
it's what's keeping me safe from a [bad word] so astounding
I spoke about murder, how a substence was my weakness
even my girlfriend would say "Landon, what if your family could see this?"
Line after line after line till it vibrates my spine
with a kick not even got could inflict
whats the point of living life if all our time is invested in something that in the end we will all just be leaving behind?
So [bad word] it

If I'm gonna die I'm gonna take a few with me
got nothing but hatred left for these twisted [bad word] my promise is if I'm gonna die I'm gonna take a few with me
do a little bit of cleaning up on my way out of this [bad word] 
If I'm gonna die might as well take a few

The mentally crippled, self absorbed, wealthy preacher
the governors, bankers, the [bad word] pedophile teachers
scream and beg for their souls to be spared
they were seen, they were heard, and [bad word] nobody cared

If I'm gonna die I'm gonna take a few with me
got nothing but hatred left for these twisted [bad word] my promise is if I'm gonna die I'm gonna take a few with me
do a little bit of cleaning up on my way out of this [bad word] 
If I'm gonna die might as well take a few

we are not the same, we're not the same no

If I'm gonna die I'm gonna take a few with me
got nothing but hatred left for these twisted [bad word] my promise is if I'm gonna die I'm gonna take a few with me
do a little bit of cleaning up on my way out of this [bad word] 
If I'm gonna die might as well take a few