I am writing
Out a letter
From an anonymous
Sender
And I’m hoping
I can push out
All the things that
Held me down
Like a clown
I am to you
Circus child
Far and few
Spit my tricks out
At your wins
Swallow down your
Criss cross sins

And I sit down
By my bedside
Think of all the things I’ve done
Out of pain
Out of rage
Cursing out
The rising sun
You put a gun
Right to my head
Blew me up
And found me dead
All those nasty things you said
All those [bad word] words you fed

Now
I am robot
Hear me glitch
Watch me tame
My inner [bad word] I am robot
Hear me glitch
Watch me cure
The human itch

I’m un-healthy
But I’m focused
You can see it
In my eyes
I am crying
But I’m smiling
You can hear it
When I sigh
If I gave you
All these tears
You would need
thousand years
Just to trace out
All the fears
Of what has gone
Left me behind

Now
I am robot
Hear me glitch
Watch me tame
My inner [bad word] I am robot
Hear me glitch
Watch me cure
The human itch

Press the button
Let me live

Now
I am robot
Hear me glitch
Watch me tame
My inner [bad word] I am robot
Hear me glitch
Watch me cure
The human itch