I hate myself,
We'll have that [bad word] 
Although I've gotten most everything I wanted,
Hope is still a flicker in the dark.
Somewhere in the distance, a mysterious spark.
If we never meet,
That would be the saddest thing I know.

There's got to be somebody out there,
Someone who burns like a flame.
It's a beautiful night by the fountain,
But I'm all alone,
I don't know your name

This is to you, if you're out there.
My love, you seem to be detained.
I don't deserve you, but it's too [bad word] That you're not here with me,
Flickering the saddest thing
I know.