Music by Todd Nichols, Glen Phillips and Toad. Lyrics by Glen Phillips and Todd Nichols. 

open up and let me in
i was lucky to live, don't need to win
forgave myself and if that's a sin
it's not enough you'd even know it
you did right to call my bluff
'cause i won't say when i've had enough
and i worked so hard to need this stuff
and you tried so long to just ignore it

won't [bad word] down where i am
words are hidden, understand

i won't repeat myself again
i will not repeat myself again
it's another promise d.o.a.
and despite my every hope there is no [bad word] 
behind my best intentioned oath

won't [bad word] down where i am
words are hidden, understand
won't [bad word] down
been away to long, i know i have

won't [bad word] down, help me stand
there is healing in your hands
won't [bad word] down where i am
words all leave me
been away too long
i know i've been away too long
i know i have