[bad word] [x?]

I will [bad word] 
I lost my life
 [bad word]  come undone [x?]

Crawl through this life
With my head up high
I lost this fight
But I will [bad word] 
I will [bad word] 
I lost my life
 [bad word]  come undone [x?]

I will [bad word] 
Crawl through this life
With my head up high
I lost my mind
But I will [bad word] (Come undone)
Before [bad word] undone