When I need you beside me, i can do things to myself I regret
My thoughts [bad word] distant, my mind turns everything right on its head
I search in vain for the positive, to stop all the demons from talking aloud
It's not that I’m lost, it's just there are times i don't want to be found

I'm feeling my way
One step at a time
I know that you're there
But I can't always find you
The next thing I know
The circus begins
And I’m walking along
Doing anything not to look down

Don't let go of my hand, I’m doing anything not to look down

When I need you beside me, at times I’m afraid ‘cause I don't know the cost
I focus my thoughts, or at least those that I hope I can [bad word] I start to feel all the maybes slowly spiral inside of my chest
Guess I’m no good at perspective so I should admit this is what i do best

I'm feeling my way
One step at the time
I know that you're there
But i can't always find you
The next thing I know
The circus begins
And I’m walking along
Doing anything not to look down

Don't let go of my hand, I’m doing
Anything not to look down