[bad word] !

I feel [bad word] set in.
temptation's too much to bare.
fighting my own thoughts I've failed.
finally, I don't care.
 [bad word] 
Give into what I've been fighting.
it brings me to my knees.
using my own strength I've failed,
please! pull me out of the mud!
-crawling and falling again.
forgiven by the blood.
over and over again.

Fall on my knees cause I want to feel you.
break me right now.
all this pain that's pounding in my sick head.
free me somehow.
 [bad word] 

(pull me out, out of the mud, pull me out, out of the mud)
 [bad word] 

realize that forgiveness starts with the blood.