It's when i seemed to lose the only thing I care
I realized and saw its light in the night
I was beside a sparkling source of life
but sometimes I still saw my death behind her smile

I'll be better with no remorse"
but can I stop seeing you [bad word] away.. things are getting worst
can I stop beliving u'll be there

Lies.. I used to understand them
and all this time.. you've [bad word] 
how do you feel? I don't believe it's real
It seems to be the sweetest thing
when the bitter ends...
I'll go crazy for no reason
'cause I can't stop that voice inside my head
anyway.. your hands are getting cold [bad word] before I start to burn

lies.. I used to understand them
and all this time.. you've [bad word] I know why it was so hard to see me
I wonder if by now I can [bad word] my eyes

so, should I stay? should I tremble and remain? [bad word] away... leaving nothing more to say?

Lies.. I used to understand them
and all this time.. you've [bad word] and I know why it was so hard to see me
I wonder if by now I can [bad word] my eyes