Hold my hands
Yes hold them close so tightly
For so long I have felt this fear
Take deep breaths
Don't give up here just yet
You swear your endings somewhere near
I was there
Pulling into my driveway [bad word] straight to the front door
As to see
Her tell my family that he had stopped intake long before
After that [bad word] from every angle
thousand things [bad word] through my head
Didn't expect it now
No not now
Why it's so soon
Yet I'm still poised and offering
As I tread the living room
Oh, you held me higher
Than I thought that I could climb
I'd just say no
Guilty me
I treated you like [bad word] 
And you were all I ever wanted in me
I owe you it too
Because I missed my last chance to say
That I love you
I caught a glimpse of his legs
Collapsed in black
Leaning over the slaves
place that I
Used to call home
(Call my home)
In that street
That house where I came from
Guilty me
I treated you like [bad word] 
And you were all I ever wanted in me
I owe you it too
Because I missed my last chance to say
That I love you
Hold my hands
Yes hold them close so tightly
For so long I have felt this fear
Take deep breaths
Don't give up here just yet
You swear your endings somewhere near
I was there
Pulling into my driveway [bad word] straight to the front door
As to see
Her tell my family that he had stopped intake long before
Guilty me
I treated you like [bad word] 
And you were all I ever wanted in me
I owe you it too
Because I missed my last chance to say
That I love you