i tried to kill the pain 
but only brought more 
i lay dying 
and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal 
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming 
am i too lost to be saved 
am i too lost? 

my God my tourniquet 
return to me salvation 
my God my tourniquet 
return to me salvation 

do you remember me 
lost for so long 
will you be on the other side 
or will you forget me 
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming 
am i too lost to be saved 
am i too lost? 

my God my tourniquet 
return to me salvation 
my God my tourniquet 
return to me salvation 

my wounds cry for the grave 
my soul cries for deliverance 
will i be denied Christ 
tourniquet 
my suicide