I've tied so many chains to what I hate in life, 
 but nothing seems to get away from me 
 I've tried to get away from all the [bad word] they taught me 
 and nothing changes, things remain the same 
 Mad and enraged, wrathful, annoyed 
 it's [bad word] what they say, don't wanna be their toy 
 one last fix's waiting, I know that's not enough 
 I want more, anywhere, anyway 
 Their words are mistaken, they speak of ways of life 
 I don't care what it means to them 
 Anxious, desperate, [bad word] and out of control 
 I take to the streets in search of something more 
 I've given my whole life to the one's who exploit 
 my faith and my desires and I've gotten nothing back 
 And I don't [bad word] 'cause they all [bad word] me off 
 when I get nothing back 
 no way to accept a chance 'cause there's no difference 
 when I get nothing back 
 They [bad word] my mind and bet with my soul 
 I'm lost in the lost paradise, a paradise of lust 
 I stand apart from everything they offer in life 
 [bad word] get on my nerves, hope they die 
 they want to delete my trace, cause they 
 don't wanna face what the world has [bad word] 
 after their [bad word] illness