Again I hear this scream in my head
It wanted me to suffer again
Some things I forget in my darkest dreams
To pull it ouside or try as it seems

Memory stops at brightest of lies
As long I remember or sentence to death
Slowly it came to fill all my days
Open my eyes and stun me with fear.

What's up?!
There's nothing to see!
Only suffer without rights!
What's up?!
Set yourself free!
Inside this mist of wonder!

I cannot see
Trough all my tears
Im lost in my mind
I cannot see
I cannot live
I left all behind
I wish I drain 
My life away
They will see my last
I cannot dream
I cannot gain
Im trapped in the past

When I was to believe
What never used to see
It troubles my mind
Then I will really know
Where I used to belong
In this reality