Something's on it's way to me.
It's gonna to smash my guts to the wall.
But, I don't mind
'cause I think it's time
To be looking at the [bad word] of it all.

I'm lost as I've ever been
And moving my heart to my skin.
I'm killing the girl
Who hated the world
And I'm being what I've never been.

What will I [bad word] 
If I'm now one of those on [bad word] 
What will I be if I'm suddenly free
Of this gun
I carry for fun?

When the dawn delivers the day,
I will still be awake
Packing all my anger
Away in In a bag
That I'll drop into a lake.

What will I [bad word] 
If I'm now one of those on [bad word] 
What will I be if I'm suddenly free
Of this gun
I carry for fun?

What will I [bad word] 
If I'm now one of those on [bad word] 
What will I be if I'm suddenly free
Of this gun
I carry for fun?

(harmonizing, humming)

What will I [bad word] 
If I'm now one of those on [bad word] 
What will I be if I'm suddenly free
Of this gun
I carry for fun?

What will I [bad word] 
If I'm now one of those on [bad word] 
What will I be if I'm suddenly free
Of this gun
I carry for fun?