[bad word]  
Sayin goodbye 
Sayin goodbye to hollywood 
Sayin goodbye 
Sayin goodbye to hollywood 
Sayin goodbye 
Sayin goodbye to hollywood 
(HOLLYWOOD! why do i feel this way?) 
Sayin goodbye 
Sayin goodbye to hollywood 

Verse 1: 
I thought i had it all figured out, i did 
I thought i was tough enough to stick it out with Kim 
But i wasnt tough enough to juggle two things at once 
I found myself layin on my knees in cuffs 
Which should've been a reason enough 
For me to get my stuff and just leave 
 [bad word] i couldnt see this [bad word] myself? 
Its just me...nobody could see the [bad word] i felt 
Knowin [bad word] well, she wasnt gonna be there when i fell 
To catch me...the moment she was heated she just bailed 
I'm standin here swinging like thirty people by myself 
I couldn't even see the millimeter when it fell 
Turned around saw Gary stashin the heater in his belt 
Saw the [bad word] em and beat em to the ground 
I just sold two million records i dont need to go to jail 
I'm not about to lose my freedom over no female 
I need to slow down, try to get my feet on solid ground 
So for now I'm 

 [bad word] x2 

Verse 2: 
I bury my face [bad word] books 
Cuz i dont wanna look at nothin 
This worlds too much, i've swallowed all i could 
If i could swallow a bottle of Tylenol i would 
And end it for good, just say goodbye to Hollywood 
I probably should, 
These problems are pilin all at once 
Cuz everything that bothers me i got it bottled up 
I think i'm bottomin' out, but i'm not about to give up 
Thank God, i got a little girl 
And i'm a responsible father, so not a lot of good 
Id be to my daughter, layin in the bottom of the mud 
Must be in my blood, cuz i dont know how i do it 
All i know is i dont wanna follow in the footsteps of my dad 
Cuz i hate em so bad 
The worst fear that i had was to grow up like his [bad word] [bad word] 
Man if you could understand why i am, the way that i am 
What do i say to my fans when i tell em I'm 

 [bad word] x2 

Verse 3: 
I dont wanna quit, but [bad word] 
I feel like this is it, 
For me to have this much appeal like this is suck 
This is not a game, This fame, In real life this is sick 
Publicity stunt my [bad word]  conceal my [bad word] [bad word] 
 [bad word] the guns, i'm done 
I'll never look at Gats, If i scrap, I'll scrap 
Like i aint never whooped some [bad word] 
I love my fans, but no one ever puts a grasp on the fact, 
I've sacrificed everything that i have 
I never dreamt i'd get to the level that i'm at 
This is wack, This is more than i ever coulda asked 
Everywhere i go, a hat, a sweater hood or mask, 
What about Math, [bad word] i wasnt ever good at that? 
It's like the boy in the bubble, who never could adapt 
I'm trapped, If i could go back, i never woulda rapped 
I sold my soul to the devil, i'll never get it back, 
I just wanna leave this game, with level head intact 
Imagine goin from bein a no one to seein 
Everythin blow up and all you did was just grow up MCing 
Its [bad word] crazy, cuz all i wanted was to 
Give Hailie the life that i never had 
But instead i forced us to live alienated, so I'm sayin 

Outro: 
Goodbye, Goodbye Hollywood (Goodbye) 
Please Dont cry for me (It's been real) 
When i'm gone for good (This [bad word] is not for me) 
Goodbye, Goodbye Hollywood (I'm not a [bad word] star) 
Please dont cry for me (No Way) 
When im gone for good... 
(I'm goin back home)