Yo 
It’s been 3 years since we first went out 
It was kinda weird, we ain’t from the same town 
Met you on the net and you said you rolled with playas 
And you loved to  so I gave you all my paper 
I did you, the same way that they did you 
It’s all good cuz my homies said that [bad word] s cool 
Not until you told me about your story 
Of where you came from and how you went to glory 
Did I feel you, spending hours just to sit and 
Listen, you said your life was written 
F***ed with you again but this time it was different 
Got a deeper style, just to [bad word] ya down 
You always made me smile, when they tried to break me down 
Walked together in the rain on a day I took you out 
When I was all alone there was no one else but you 
You’re a part of my life, and I love you 

[Hook] 
I cannot go to the ocean 
I cannot drive the streets at night 
I cannot wake up in the morning 
Without you on my mind 

[Verse 2] 
Time went by and we grew up together 
Been dreaming about living with you forever 
And how I was going to buy cribs and cars 
How our love gonna shine with the stars 
But things went wrong as the years progressed cuz 
I couldn’t get signed and it brought me more stresses 
Without money I’m gonna be a starver 
And honey when I’m starving I ain’t gonna even bother 
Thought my girl couldn’t make my life better 
So I left, I just wanna make that chedda 
You didn’t say a word when I said I gotta split 
Cuz in fact, you got done by a lot of other’s [bad word] 
Kinda wack, cuz I missed how I did it 
Couldn’t stand it when I heard how people hit it 
I went on with my life it was alright 
Just couldn’t sleep without you in the cold nights 

[Hook] 
I cannot go to the ocean  [bad word] to [bad word] I cannot drive the streets at night 
I cannot wake up in the morning 
Without you on my mind 

[Verse 3] 
It’s ironic how I always ran into you 
I saw you, almost everywhere I went to 
On the street, in the malls or in the clubs 
Hanging out with the ballers and the thugs 
It was sad but I didn’t know how to change it 
When your men always taking you for granted 
You changed too, and I just didn’t feel you 
It broke my heart when I knew that they had killed you 
Now I’m sitting here writing this letter 
Just to let you know that I love you forever 
Hoping that you’ll be resurrected some day 
You are Hip Hop, I call you my soulmate 

[Bridge] 
I'd never want to see you unhappy 
I thought you'd want the same for me 

[Hook] 
I cannot go to the ocean 
I cannot drive the streets at night 
I cannot wake up in the morning 
Without you on my mind