I'm a rockstar Rick James Mick Jagger 
Bright light big stages bad habbits 
Get high got to prison and invade taxes 
This is not what I invison 
When I started rapping. 
F-ck the mansions, the pantoms, the sweets, the cabanas 
Beacuse none of that matters when the mirror shatters 
All I see is pieces of me scattered 
Is it a miracle or is it madness? 
Because when I puts it all together it freflexs this, 
And this is me 
About as you gonna get to insanity or genius 
My real life fantasy 

Is this my life or am I dreaming 
I can't lie I don't believe it 
Iiiii... I don't believe it 
Iiiii... is this my life 

Talking fantasies, they're more twistes then memories 
I never thought gotti would leave the game like d r e 
Never thought shanti would ever stop reppin the team, 
And the f-ck is lloyd hooking up with the enemies 
If this was 03 I would have told you, 
You was crazy if you told me this is what it would be 
I miss vita caddy black child charlie, 
I thought we were tighter then the marleys... family 
But I guess you can't be, in an industry there's nothing but envy, 
Jealousy... please nobody be friend me! 
Nah, my real life fantasy 

Is this my life or am I dreaming 
I can't lie I don't believe it 
Iiiii... I don't believe it 
Iiiii... is this my life