Crying and hiding this feeling  [bad word] and fighting for freedom 

This is the last time, I'll cry lullabies 
All night can't sleep I hear the floors creek 
I feel shadows in my room 
My friends find another [bad word] 
I'm a end up on the news 
I just don't know what to do 
God I'm calling you 
Send an angel send two 
I want a move but I'm trapped in the outer room 
I know you hear me clearly I'm weary  [bad word] and fill me with your power heal me 

It seems impossible for me to let this go 
Feel like an animal, I'm ready to lose control 
Take everything you need, take every part of me 
Take every part of me give me some room to breathe 

I got to get away 
Got a break away 
Save Me 
Got to find away 
Got to break the chains 
Take me 
Before I lose control 
Before I lose control 
It seems impossible 
It's not impossible 

I'm tired so tired of walking through this fire 
If you want to find me I'll be here in my room 
I'm thinking your drinking, 
Need to get out before you start swinging 
Wish I could show you all the pain inside me 

It seems impossible 
Crying and hiding this feeling  [bad word] and hiding from freedom 
For me to loose control 
Crying and hiding this feeling  [bad word] and hiding from freedom 

I'm so tired a walking this line through the fire 
If you want to find me I'm in my room retired 
Hiding this feeling I'm thinking your drinking 
Sinking deep ducking under your swinging, out [bad word] 
Living cold day's hallways filled with the mistakes 
Wish I could show you all the pain inside it's caused me 
It used to be a house, a home now it's neither yo 
So I'm leaving with the cross strapped to my soul