Fundamentally Loathsome (оригинал Marilyn Manson) 

 And I wanna wake up in your
 White, white sun
 And I wanna wake up in your world
 With no pain
 But I'll just suffer in a hope to die someday
 While you are numb all of the way

 When I hate it I know I can feel but
 When you love you know it's not real
 No
 When I hate it I know I can feel but
 When you love you know it's not real

 And I am resigned to this wicked [bad word] world
 On its way to [bad word] 
 The living are dead and
 I hope to join them too
 I know what to do and I do it well...

 When I hate it I know I can feel but
 When you love you know it's not real
 No
 When I hate it I know I can feel but
 When you love you know it's not real

 Shoot myself to love you
 If I loved myself I'd be shooting you [5x]
 Shoot myself to love you
 If I loved myself I'd be shooting you [3x]