I'm a soldier X4

Verse 1
Yo... Never was a thug, just infatuated with guns,
Never was a gangsta, till I graduated to one
And got the rep of a villain, for weapon concealin'.
Took the image of a thug, kept [bad word] appealin'
willin' to stick out my neck,
for respect if it meant life or death,
never live to regret what I said
when you're me, people just want to see,
if its [bad word]  if its you,
what you say in your rap's, what you do
so they feel, as part of your obligation to fulfill,
when they see you on the streets,
face to face, are you for real
in confrontation ain't no conversation,
if you feel you're in violation,
any hesitation'll get you killed
if you feel it, kill it, if you conceal it, reveal it.
Being reasonable will leave
you full of bullets, pull it, squeeze it
till its empty, tempt me, push me, pussies,
I need a good reason to give
this trigger a good squeeze...
 [bad word] I'm a soldier, these shoulders hold up so much,
they won't budge, I'll never fall or fold up
I'm a soldier, Even if my collar bones [bad word] or [bad word] 
I will never slip or stumble
I'm a soldier, These shoulders hold up so much,
they won't budge, I'll never fall or fold up
I'm a soldier, Even if my collar bones [bad word] or [bad word] 
I will never stumble

Verse 2
I love [bad word]  you off, it gets me off,
like my lawyers, when the [bad word]  judge lets me off
all you [bad word] gotta do is set me off,
I'll violate and all the [bad word]  bets be off
I'm a lit fuse, anything I do bring it's news,
pistol whippin' [bad word]  bouncers,
six-two, who needs bullets?
Soon as I pull it, you sweat bullets,
an excellent method to get rid of the next bully
It's actually better cause instead you murderin',
you can hurt em' [bad word] back again
and kick dirt at em
it's like pourin' salt in the wounds,
assault and get sued,
you can smell the lawsuits soon
as I waltz in the room
everybody halts and stops, calls the cops,
all you see is [bad [bad word]  out their halter [bad word]  and duckin' out to the Hot Rocks parking lot,
you'll all get shot whether
its your fault or not, cus...
 [bad word] I'm a soldier, these shoulders hold up so much,
they won't budge, I'll never fall or fold up
I'm a soldier, Even if my collar bones [bad word] or [bad word] 
I will never slip or stumble
I'm a soldier, These shoulders hold up so much,
they won't budge, I'll never fall or fold up
I'm a soldier, Even if my collar bones [bad word] or [bad word] 
I will never stumble

Verse 3
I spit it slow so these kids know
that I'm talkin' to em,
give it back to these [bad word] critics and sock it to em
I'm like a thug, with a little bit
of Pac influence, I spew it,
and look how I got you [bad word] rockin' to it
you [bad word] could never do it like I could do it,
don't even try it, you'll look stupid, do not pursue it
don't ever in your life, try to knock the [bad word] 
I spit the illest [bad word]  ever been dropped to two inch
so ticky-tock listen as the sound ticks on the clock,
listen to the sound of Kim as she licks on a [bad word] listen to the sound of me spillin'
my heart through this pen, [bad word] know that I'll never be Marshall again
Full of controversy until I retire my jersey,
till the fire inside dies and expires at thirty
and Lord have mercy on any more
of these rappers that verse me,
and put a curse on authorities
in the face of adversity
I'm a...
 [bad word] I'm a soldier, these shoulders hold up so much,
they won't budge, I'll never fall or fold up
I'm a soldier, Even if my collar bones [bad word] or [bad word] 
I will never slip or stumble
I'm a soldier, These shoulders hol