Flowers what I find?

Flowers what I find
I send into your mind
Feelings what I [bad word] without any fear 

I want to kiss you,
I want to be kissed by you
My fear's to miss you
My fear's to be missed by you

Jesus's my best friend
Told me about the end
Suicide's in my blood
What's wrong with my heart? 

I want to kiss you,
I want to be kissed by you
My fear's to miss you
My fear's to be missed by you