[bad word] with [bad word] with me

I'm born again to emptiness
I bear the hands of ghosts
Consternation holds me tight
In a world of smoke

Angels [bad word] They are drawing me
Back to the light
Someone save me
Dread it's tearing me apart

Lead me
To the end of me
It's getting DARK inside
As I [bad word] the night

What is happening to me?
I doubt you know
What is waiting in the deep
I can't control [bad word] with me

What is happening to me?
What is waiting in the deep?

Save me
Save me

Strangest darkness in my eyes
And I feel it spur
I can hear it's claw again
Under my own skin [bad word] with me

I'm born again to emptiness
I bear the hands of ghosts
Consternation holds me tight
In a world of smoke

Hear it's beating
Ringing deep inside my sanity
strange sensation
Clouds are gathering in my soul

Lead me
To the end of me
It's getting DARK inside
As I [bad word] the night [bad word] with [bad word] with me