I will pursue this dream, 'cause I know it's expected
that I'll be serene
Upon this winding road, in the face of the crowds that bustle all around
Although it seems like I am chasing after the past, what I want is place where the sky is alive and like home to me
Please try to understand the [bad word] 
That this is no choice
And I wish you'd stop with that look
Of despair
You're giving me

Tears nothing but the shape of the weakness
And they won't bring any absolution
I do not see an end to this labyrinth
Who am I waiting for and
Write it on the pages in my notebook
but cause I'm looking for me that is honest
 [bad word] but I don't even know why From this reality

To chase my wishes I'll keep on living
And I will always remember the depths of the darkness
I'll face my dreamers and I wont [bad word] away
There isn't a place to go
Release this feeling of being so helpless
my whole life is ahead of me
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I'll kill the numbness
'Cause pain's better than emptiness

I must apologize, I've really messed up
I feel so ashamed
I may not say it much,
But I know that I make you worry all the time

Back then you always accept the things I'd done
And you're still the same today
so I'll try not to burden you
But can you realize that Ive closed my eyes
Just because the world is too hard
And I'm willing to blind my sight
 [bad word] they have spread about us
I dont know which was the first one
"We were friends from the second that we met,"
Just stop with lies already
And my heart turned red with this passion
it almost consumed my being
'Cause in [bad word] I'd held onto hope
From this reality

To chase my wishes I'll keep on living
But I really want to scream out, can you hear me?
I'll face my [bad word] and I wont [bad word] away
There isn't a place to go
I am still grateful for the care you've shown me
I'll find the strength to make it count
I'll always move onward
Facing my foes and friends alike

How do you unlock a door without any key?
Can you think of a way?

We can't go back to the beginning
The story is set, and our destinies too

Open up your eyes
Open up your eyes

Release this feeling of being so helpless
'Cause my whole life is ahead of me
And the things I once left
I want to try and find again
 [bad word] on, just one more time

To chase my wishes I'll keep on living
But I really want to scream out, can you hear me?
I'll face my [bad word] and I wont [bad word] away
There isn't a place to go
I am still grateful for the care you've shown me
I'll find the strength to make it count
I'll always move onward
Facing my foes and friends alike