Remember the moments you had your hope in me 
The times we used to forget everything 
I know I promised you would be the only one
I never saw the dark from me or the shadow I cast

But the heart hurts the most at times like these
I wish my head would talk back to me
Heartache flows through my heartless body
This cold world just won't let me be
The darkened veins of my heartless [bad word] out of time
I have lost myself again
I wanna live in a day without thinking about the end
Trying to control my thoughts so I don't end myself

My soul is in the shadow
My light won't shine forever
I'm drowning in the dark
Put me out of my misery

Time passes quick my friend
It's something I can't mend
And if I see this again, hopelessness is my new bestfriend 
And I've watched this a thousand times replaying in my mind
I won't let this be another end but today I'll let you go again