Where do I take this pain of mine [bad word] but it stays right by my side

So tear me open, pour me out
These things inside they scream and shout
And the pain still hates me
So hold me until it sleeps

Just like a curse, just like a stray
You feed it once but now it stays
Now it stays

So tear me open, but beware
There's things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me until I'm clean

It grips you so hold me
It stains you so hold me
It hates you so hold me
It holds you so hold me
Until it sleeps
Until it sleeps

So tell me why you've choosen me
Don't want your grip
Don't want your greed
I Don't want it

I'll Tear me open, make you gone
No more will you hurt anyone
And the pain still shakes me
So hold me until it sleeps

It grips you so hold me
It stains you so hold me
It hates you so hold me
It holds you, holds you, holds you
Until it sleeps
Until it sleeps

I don't want it, NO!

So tear me open, but beware
Thre things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me til I'm clean

I'll Tear me open, I'll make you gone
No longer will you hurt anyone
And the pain still shakes me
So hold me until it sleeps
Until it sleeps
Until it sleeps
Until it sleeps