Like a ghost that came from an old beginning
You heated up a freezing destiny
But I told myself I had a change 
To live a better life by loving someone new
 [bad word] 

I miss the mind of the wonderful
I let the icy [bad word] through me cold
And no one knows
I keep the pain of a broken soul
Wounds that just won't heal 
And no one knows
Not even you!

We had a love, a future - we were honest
But my [bad word] held so many little lies
Can't turn the page, can't rerrange
It's written in the sand and tide is closing in.
 [bad word] 

I miss the mind of the wonderful
I let the icy [bad word] through me cold
And no one knows
I keep the pain of a broken soul
Wounds that just won't heal 
And no one knows
Not even you!

Cold is the night
Cold are my hands
Cold as my heart