Numb

I'm tired of being what you want me to be 
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface 
Don't know what you're expecting of me 
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes 
Every step that I take is another mistake to you

I've [bad word] so numb I can't feel you there  [bad word] so tired so much more aware 
I'm [bad word] this all I want to do 
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me 
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control 
Cause everything that you thought I would be 
Has fallen apart right in front of you 
Every step that I take is another mistake to you 
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've [bad word] so numb I can't feel you there  [bad word] so tired so much more aware 
I'm [bad word] this all I want to do 
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know 
I may end up failing too 
But I know 
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've [bad word] so numb I can't feel you there  [bad word] so tired so much more aware 
I'm [bad word] this all I want to do 
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've [bad word] so numb I can't feel you there 
I'm tired of being what you want me to be 
I've [bad word] so numb I can't feel you there 
I'm tired of being what you want me to be