Darkness Swallows Me.

The darkness swallows me,
No strength to hold on,
But I`m keeping on.
Do I see this?,
Do I hear this?
Who is creator of this awfull masterpeace?

I am deaf, but I can see,
The "perfection" was hidden in me,
All I found in my self,
Is disgust and misery.

My paranoia devours me again and again,
And I cant bear my suffering.

I am dying in this ugly room,
I am about to leave this world,
Before I`m leaving I wanted to ask,
My fallen father where are you?

Forgotten and forlone,
My illusions are finally gone,
Nothing will save me,
I am on my own. 

I am lost, and almost forgotten,
Purify me, my soul is rotten.

These walls get more narrow and narrow,
These whispers never shut up.

The gloomy light that passions me,
Gives me a hope that I`ll be free,
My life was a pile of lies,
Why cant you let me [bad word] die?
 Let me die...Alone...Alone...

My soul is lethally diseased,
My dreams would be finally pleased,
Escape is near, but it dashes away,
No choice left, now I have to pray.