All I thought I'd be
All I thought I'd find
Staring back at me
I blind.

It's like it isn't there
It's like it never was.

I'm right in the middle between
What I thought was real.
Step back take a look at myself
To reveal.

It's just what I've [bad word] Can't believe that [bad word] to this
It's just what I've [bad word] Can't believe that [bad word] to this
And it's a shame, it's a [bad word] shame.

Insides looking out
Outsides calling in [bad word] to see when you don't
Know where you've been
Wish I could have seen it
Seen it all before.

I'm right in the middle between
What I thought was real.
Step back take a look at myself
To reveal.

It's just what I've [bad word] Can't believe that [bad word] to this
It's just what I've [bad word] Can't believe that [bad word] to this

Try to see a different side of me
Try to redefine it all.
Try see what I must do
To break my fall.

It's just what I've [bad word] Can't believe that [bad word] to this
It's just what I've [bad word] Can't believe that [bad word] to this

I've [bad word] my worst enemy.
My worst enemy is me.