[bad word] new 'Me'! 
I shall return my old minds 
And I am disregarding your [bad word] child of mud.

You are only in my eyes - not in my head.
Filthy pain on my hands.
Are your feeling so high?
And I'll die alive.

My memories are tearing me up.
ugly pictures, moments of happiness.
All  this  killing me, killing me, killing my heart, kills my soul...
You were killed in me.

But now I die with you forever, forever.