I CANT EXPLAIN WHY I LOSE CONTROL AT CERTAIN TIMES 
I FEEL THE RAGE WELLING UP INSIDE I CANNOT HIDE IT 
IT’S LIKE WAVE AND ITS FRIGHTENING HOW IT WASHES OVER 
THE THINGS I SAY OFTEN PIERCING SO OUT OF ORDER 
THE HATE SUBSIDES IM WONDERING HOW IT CAME TO THIS 
I SEARCH MY MIND BUT IT OFFERS UP NO EXPLANATION 
WHAT IN MY LIFE HAS CREATED ALL THIS PENT-UP ANGER 
ONE THINGS FOR SURE I REALLY NEED TO FIND THE ANSWERS 

*I WON’T EVER BACK DOWN OR HAVE THE STRENGTH TO WALK AWAY 
I CAN’T HOLD BACK, 
I SPEAK MY MIND 
DON’T KNOW IF I CAN CHANGE, IT’S JUST THE WAY I AM * 

ITS LIKE THIS, IT’S LIKE THAT, YOU TELL ME 
YOU’RE GIVING ME OPINIONS AND YOUR POINT I JUST CAN’T SEE IT
DIRECT RESULT INEVITABLY IS THAT I CONFRONT YOU 
AND NOW WERE GETTING INTO THIS THING, KNOW WHAT IT [bad word] TO? 
REACHING THE BOILING POINT AS IT IS GETTING OVERHEATED 
IM ARGUING STRAIGHT BACK I KNOW THAT I WON’T BE DEFEATED 
FAILING TO LISTEN COS I WONT ADMIT I MAY BE WRONG 
BEEN USED TO GETTING ALL MY OWN WAY NOW FOR FAR TOO LONG 

*I WON’T EVER BACK DOWN OR HAVE THE STRENGTH TO WALK AWAY 
I CAN’T HOLD BACK, 
I SPEAK MY MIND 
DON’T KNOW IF I CAN CHANGE, IT’S JUST THE WAY I AM * 

I DON’T KNOW WHERE THIS [bad word] FROM 
WHY I LOSE IT ALL FROM NOTHING 
IS IT DEEP ROOTED NATURE 
CAN I BLAME MY FATHER I DON’T KNOW

WHY CAN’T I FIND LITTLE BIT OF STRENGTH TO WALK AWAY

WHY CAN’T I FIND THE STRENGTH