I've grown dependent on daylight with no need to see the day the drive through my blinds "Hey I'm awake and I'm just fine." Suddenly alive. I've got the blues, I've got the greys. Chet Baker sings a song about your face. St. Valentine a way out you've finally found a way out you've finally found a way back home there's no mystery I'm [bad word] insane don't you question me the bad times are bound [bad word] you had your chance to take it back take a look in my eyes I'm a mess I've been betrayed I'm lying to you every time I say that I'm all right devil locks and prepaid phones camo cans and broken bones when I'm out, I'm out alone sleeping in our parents homes unemployed with student loans when I die, I'll die alone