did you happen to catch
or did it happen so fast
what you thought would always last
has passed you by
is everthing speeding up
or am I slowing down
I'm spinning around
and I don't know why
all the pieces don't fit
though I didn't really give a [bad word] I never wanted to be like you 
but for all I aspire
I am really a liar
and [bad word] out of things I can do

I'd like to stay
but everyday
everthing pushes me farther away
if you could show
help me to know 
how it's supposed to be
where did it go?

pleading and
needing and
bleeding and
breeding and
feeding
exceeding
where is everybody?
trying and
lying
defying 
denying
crying and 
dying
where is everybody?

well ok, enough.
you've had your fun [bad word] on there has got to be someone
hasn't yet [bad word] so numb 
and succumb
and
god [bad word] I am so tired of pretending
wishing I was ending
when all I'm really doing is trying to hide
and keep it inside
fill it with lies
open my eyes?
maybe I wish I could try

pleading and
needing and
bleeding and
breeding
feeding
exceding
where is everybody?
trying and
lying
defying
denying
crying and
dying
where is everybody?

pleading
feeding
bleeding
breeding
feeding
exceding
where is everybody?
trying
lying
defying
denying
crying and
dying
where is everybody?