[bad word] :
I’m about to lose my mind
you’ve been gone for so long [bad word] out of time,
I need a doctor,
call me a doctor,
I need a doctor, doctor
to bring me back to life.

I told the World one day I would pay it back
say it on tape, and lay it, record it
so that one day I could play it back
but I don’t even know if I would leave it when I’m saying that
ya’ll start to creep in, everyday its so grey and black
hope I just need a ray of that
cause no one sees my vision when I play it for ‘em
they just say it’s wack
thye don’t know what dope is
and I don’t know if I was awake or asleep
when I wrote this,
all I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest
you picked me up, breeding life in me
I owe my life to you
before the life of me, I don’t see why you don’t see like I do
but it just dawned on me you lost a son
see this light in you, it’s dark. let me turn on the lights and brighten me and lighten you
I don’t think you realize what you mean to me
not the slightest clue
cause me and you were like a crew
I was like your sidekick
you gon either wanna fight me when I get off this [bad word] mic
or you gon hug me
but I’m not an option, there’s nothing else I can do cause…
 [bad word]  (x2)