Every person has a shield 
That covers from the crowd 
Our life is a battlefield 
All you need is to look around 

When there’s nothing to believe 
When there’s no one you can [bad word] 
Close your heart to keep this feeling inside us 

Every morning I wake up 
Many bad thoughts in my head 
Bleeding heart wants just to stop 
But I know it’s not the end 

There is nothing I believe 
There is no one I can [bad word] 
It’s not easy but I don’t want to give up 
 [bad word]  
So many times I washed my hands 
With blood of enemies and friends 
But now I feel alone 
And silence still surrounds me 
So many times she held my hand 
But I was too blind to understand 
Redemption was my way 
But now it lies behind me 

You will ask once again 
Is it possible to live 
When there’s no one I can [bad word] 
When there’s nothing to believe 

You will never understand 
The bitter way I live my life 
There’s the only thing I know 
This way keeps me alive