I'm [bad word] 
And here's where everything must end

So [bad word] 
And all you thought you knew me well

I'm not crazy

Scream and shout and that won't help

Cause I'm [bad word] 
Please forgive me for what I said

I am abscentminded, don't know what I do

Where are my keys, where did I put that bloody phone

I even don't know how to find myself

I won't get no relief until I'm dead

I won't get no relief until I'm dead

I'm [bad word] 
I am tormented by myself

And I hated

Why can't I be like everybody else

I'm [bad word] 
This is where everything must end

Light a candle for me

These patterns I must brake

I must be strong instead [bad word]  away

I won't get my relief until I'm dead

I won't get no relief until I'm dead

This restlessness has made me to concede

What is wrong with me, why can't I fall asleep

I won't get no relief until I'm dead

I get my inner peace when I am dead