As the time goes by
I crawl deeper in my mind
My sanctuary is caving in

So push the needles in
I can feel the venom spreading
I still try fight back
Everything is fading to black

When the picture's perfect
The moment is crystal clear
But im still so far
I'm just too far

So long I've been here trying to understand
But im still so lost (still so lost)
So long i've been here trying to find my way
But I'm still so far (still so far)

When I close my eyes
I can see [bad word] behind the lies
Everything is dead inside me
Is this the end of everything

Pushing further to find
The answers, the reasons why
I'm trapped inside this cage
Its feeding my rage.

So long I've been here trying to understand
But im still so lost
So long i've been here trying to find my way
But I'm still so far

So long I've been here trying to understand
But im still so lost (still so lost)
So long i've been here trying to find my way
But I'm still so far (still so far)