tireless stream of indifference flows
Through veins till the [bad word] dry.
I no longer care I have all but disposed
Of dreams that I once held inside

Desire is gone after all of these years
The fight has been lost I can concede
The apathy born a long time ago
Has grown to what I can’t defeat
No

I’ve been here too long
I’m tired and longing for more
How long must [bad word] To find what I’m looking for
All hope is gone.

The sadness I carry
So deep in my heart for what could have been at my feet
It’s never forgotten it’s never too far
I’m wasted so warn and so weak

I’ve been here too long
I’m tired and longing for more
How long must [bad word] To find what I’m looking for
All hope is gone

I’ve been here too long
I’m tired and longing for more
How long must [bad word] To find what I’m looking for
I’ve been here too long
I’m tired and longing for more
All hope is gone