The first night of autumn came too soon, 
 I could see my breath disappear into the cold black sky, 
 Your hair danced in the wind as I held you close, 
 tear ran down my cheek and hit the floor, 
 You whispered I'll see you soon but we both knew it wasn't [bad word] 
 I never thought I'd let [bad word] to this, 
 Shivering in the city streets, 
 Still breathless and still broken 
 The red lights dimmed out
 The heavens opened on the dead drive 
 Home with your [bad word] through my mind. 
 Your voice drowning out with the rain on the window, 
 So easily we can fall. 
 My eyes so close and glued to the [bad word] headlights, 
 With each flash of light I tear myself apart. 
 I watched the leaves fade from green to black and die, around my feet.
 I couldn't kiss you one last time 
 Without letting you know you'll always be mine.