the hours in the day feel like there melting away. couple of years down the line will i still be living like this. its been four weeks now and only feels like one day. sometimes i need your reassurance. but this is my endurance.the pressure of life is caving in on me. i don't know if i can still be this person you want me to be. i feel like i deserve to be alone. as my path already been set in stone. i hate to be down all the time, i but i look out of the window and i really can't define.this world we live in. where am i suposed to begin.my notepad is my only friend everynight i go to sleep thinking never again. most people don't look further than what is in front of them will i always be searching for happyness? close your eyes. open your minds. you only have one chance. you might aswell die, if you havn't tryed. i might aswell die TAKE ME TO PLACE WHERE ITS COLD ALL YEAR ROUND. ITS THE ONLY PLACE WHERE I FEEL SAFE AND SOUND.