So with this drink I can
surrender and ten later I pretend
to have you, to hold you
I relive all the things I should've said
like "what's wrong," "I'm not well," "200 miles yeah it sure is far."
Can I go back when we were honeymooning and the times was right?
wait for me, I'll make it up
 [bad word] 
So I'll kill the doubt, I'll put the fire out
extinguish everything
might even forget your name [x3]

waiting for you [bad word] back and let me off the hook again

So with this drink I can forget her
and ten later I pretend
that it's not me, it's just not me
I'll place the blame on anyone I see. So forget it, I'm done with this
Too many feelings of an old regret
convincing, it's convincing the way I lie and leave it all behind
 [bad word] 

waiting for you [bad word] back and let me off the hook again

wait for me, I'll make it up [x6]
 [bad word] 

waiting for [bad word] back, and let me tell you off again