Your words disguise what you're feeling now 
But I've seen that look in your eyes before 
Though you don't want to admit it to me 
I feel the disappointment I have caused you 

If I drown 
Please know it's not your fault 
There was no way you could save me from myself 
If I drown 
Please know it wasn't you 

I was the one who walked away from your help 

I know it's been years of empty promises 
I wanted to follow through I wanted to be more 
Though you don't want to admit it to me 
You can't look at me in the same light anymore